beesknees: (codsworth)

Oh no, the computer I really need to reformat crashed on me again, and this time firefox has forgotten my open tabs. They're gone, they're gone, so many thousand-chapter fics I now no longer know where I left off 2 - 64,378 days ago...also, ironically, a few “how to possibly fix the boot-up issue you’re having if you’ll just get around to trying” pages.

Yup, I have got to stop using dozens of internet tabs as my mental pocketbook.

In better thoughts, I’m already starting to feel better, five days into the whatever-this-is-that-isn’t-Goop-yoga-babble (basically the anti-candida regimen, except we minimise some things like coffee, corn, potatoes, and cheese rather than entirely cutting them out). Always resign myself to a miserable 1-2 weeks at the start, except it hasn’t been that bad since the first time we did it, and that was like, yikes, 14 years ago – so, excepting preggo and nursing years, this is like the 9th time we’ve done this? Anyway my body’s apparently now just like, *eyeroll* this shit again, and shifts digestive gears after a few days. I’m a lot less hungry, sleeping better, generally calmer…the antihistamine side effects also seem to have eased off.

I kind of question why it always takes the threat of apocalyptic London spring/summer/fall allergies to roll me into a familiar regimen that makes my body and brain much easier to get on with. Then I’m like, oh right. Ice cream exists. Eh…worth it!

beesknees: (contemplation)
Been in a cranky funk the last few days. Probably just cold snowy weather, lockdown craziness, and quitting the booze again. That's not actually as dramatic an announcement as it sounds; regularly drinking a beer or two in the evening is just too many empty calories when I'm boredom-baking and not able to exercise much.

My brain's compass point has just drifted back to negative directions; I'm worried about the pipes, the kids, my job contract, even things that aren't problems yet like the weather shifting back to warm and the estate returning to perpetual-noise-antisocial mode. For all I rolled my eyes at CBT, at least those habits are kicking in - altho I doubt my counsellor would have entirely approved of "Calm yer tits, girl, you're being extra for no damn reason" as a proper cycle breakdown. Eh, if it helps, it helps.

Had a break here due to a sudden loud-ass snap and stink of ozone; turns out partner's power supply unit in his computer's gone out dramatically, no saving it. Argh...one more line item on this month's lean budget. Ah well.

At least I finally finished this dress after working on it in bits for weeks. Will take photos at some point - it's simple, fits fine, not in love with the neckline but eh. For a summer dress it'll do! Back to skirts, I think, planning a couple short half-circle ones, also for summer. Low-key annoyed at sewing blogs and tutorials that really often assume only wee twee girls are reading - like this tool, which gives me and my 38-inch waist:

"Hi there! It looks like your chosen skirt will not fit onto either the standard 45" or 60" width fabric. How about going for a shorter length or less full skirt?"

rather than "Here's how to cut your fabric in panels rather than on the fold!"

*eyeroll*

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